im pretty sure im moving soon in with jackson. i cant handle it at home anymore. im still paying rent for there cos i want to keep my room but i cant handle it there anymore. the dogs annoy me. i love them but fwark. being the only one in the house who cleans. some people need to take responsiblity.

Fwarkk. im so over moodswings from bitchy girls. fuck you. people have bigger problems than you. grow up. you make me annoyed because not everything is about you and what you want.

Done my rant for the day. :)

i love it when i get flowers off my boyfriend (:

appearance:

[x] i have/had piercings besides the ears.
[ ] i want piercings besides the ears.
[x] i have scars.
[ ] i tan easily.
[ ] i wish my hair was a different color.
[ ] i have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[x] i have a tattoo.
[x] i can be self-conscious about my appearance.
[ ] i have/had braces.
[x] i have more than two piercings.

embarrassment
[x] disney movies still make me cry.
[x] i’ve laughed so hard i’ve cried.
[x] i’ve glued my hand to something.
[x] i’ve laughed until some kind of beverage came out of my nose.
[ ] i’ve had my pants rip in public.
[ ] i’ve touched something sharp/hot/etc to see if it would hurt.

health
[ ] i’ve gotten stitches.
[ ] i’ve broken a bone.
[ ] i’ve had my tonsils removed.
[ ] i’ve had my wisdom teeth removed.
[x] i’ve had serious surgery.
[x] i’ve had chicken pox.

travel
[ ] i’ve been to florida.
[x] i’ve driven/ridden over 200 miles in one day.
[x] i’ve been on a plane.
[ ] i’ve been to canada.
[ ] i’ve been to cuba.
[ ] i’ve been to niagara falls.
[ ] i’ve been to ottawa.
[ ] i’ve been to the caribbean.
[ ] i’ve been to europe.

experiences
[x] i’ve gotten lost in my city.
[x] i’ve seen a shooting star.
[x] i’ve wished on a shooting star.
[ ] i’ve seen a meteor shower.
[x] i’ve gone out in public in my pajamas.
[x] i’ve pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[x] i’ve slapped someone.
[x] i’ve kissed someone underwater.
[x] i’ve gone skinny-dipping.
[x] i’ve chugged something.
[x] i’ve crashed a car/been in a car crash.
[ ] i’ve been skiing.
[ ] i’ve been in a musical.
[x] i’ve auditioned for something.
[x] i’ve been on stage.
[ ] i’ve caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[x] i’ve sat on a rooftop at night.
[x] i’ve pranked someone.
[x] i’ve ridden in a taxi.

honesty/crime
[ ] i’ve been arrested.
[ ] i’ve been threatened to be arrested.
[x] i’ve broken a law.
[x] i’ve done something i promised someone i wouldn’t.
[x] i’ve done something i promised myself i wouldn’t.
[x] i’ve snuck out.
[x] i’ve lied about my whereabouts.
[x] i’ve cheated while playing a game.
[ ] i’ve been in a fist fight.

death
[ ] i’m afraid of dying.
[x] i hate funerals.
[x] i’ve seen someone/something die.
[x] someone close to me has attempted/committed suicide.
[ ] i’ve thought about suicide before.
[ ] i’ve written a eulogy for myself.

materialism
[ ] i own over 5 rap cds.
[ ] i’m obsessed with anime/manga.
[x] i collected comic books.
[x] i own a lot of makeup.
[ ] i own something from pac sun.
[ ] i own something from the gap.
[x] i own something i got on e-bay. 
[ ] i own something from abercrombie.
[ ] i thrive on compliments.
[ ] i thrive on hate.

random
[x] i can sing well.
[x] i’ve stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
[ ] i open up to others easily.
[x] i watch the news.
[ ] i don’t kill bugs/don’t like to kill them.
[x] i sing in the shower.
[x] i’m a morning person.
[ ] i’m a sports fanatic.
[x] i twirl my hair.
[ ] i care about grammar.
[ ] i love spam.
[ ] i’ve copied more than 30 cds in a day.
[ ] i bake well.
[x] my favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, blue, red, black, purple, or orange.
[x] i have worn pajamas to school.
[ ] i like martha stewart.
[x] i Am gUiLtY oF tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[x] i laugh at my own jokes.
[ ] i eat fast food weekly.
[ ] i’ve not turned anything in and still got an a in a certain class.
[ ] i can’t sleep if there’s a spider in the room.
[x] i’m really ticklish.
[x] i like white chocolate.
[x] i bite my nails.
[x] i’m good at remembering faces.
[x] i’m good at remembering names.
[x] i’m good at remembering dates.
[ ] i have no idea what i want to do for the rest of my life.
[x] all my answers were and will be totally honest.

people
[ ] ask if i’m anorexic/bulimic.
[x] call me fat.
[x] say i’m skinny.
[x] say i’m ugly.
[x] say i’m pretty.
[x] spread rumors about me.
[ ] force me to eat.
[ ] say i eat too much.
[x] say i eat too little.

eating
[x] i’ve lost weight.
[] i’ve gained weight.
[ ] i’m at my thinnest.
[ ] i’m at my biggest.
[ ] i’ve lost weight and kept it off.
[x] i’ve lost weight but gained it back.
[x] my weight affects my mood.
[ ] i weigh myself daily.
[x] i’m jealous of everyone skinnier than me.
[ ] i feel happy when i’m hungry.
[ ] i get depressed after eating.
[x] i diet.
[ ] i’m vegan/vegetarian.
[x] i’ve skipped a meal.
[x] i’ve thrown food away.
[x] i’ve spat food out.
[x] i’ve taken diet pills.
[ ] i’ve used laxatives.
[ ] i’ve purged.
[x] i exercise.
[ ] i exercise so i can eat.
[ ] i work out daily.
[x] i’ve fainted from exhaustion. 

family
[x] i’ve sworn at my parents.
[x] i’ve planned to run away from home before.
[x] i’ve run away from home.
[ ] my biological parents are together.
[ ] i have a sibling less than one year old.
[x] i want kids.
[ ] i’ve had kids.
[ ] i’ve lost a child.

relationships
[ ] i’m single.
[x] i’m in a relationship.
[ ] i’m engaged.
[ ] i’m married.
[ ] i’m a swinger.
[x] i’ve gone on a blind date.
[x] i have/had a friend with benefits.
[x] i’ve hooked up with someone in little or no notice.
[x] i miss someone right now.
[x] i have a fear of abandonment.
[x] i’ve physically cheated in a relationship. 
[x] i’ve mentally cheated in a relationship.
[ ] i’ve gotten divorced.
[x] i’ve had feelings for someone who didn’t have them back.
[x] someone has had feelings for me when i didn’t have them back.
[ ] i’ve told someone i loved them when i didn’t.
[x] i’ve told someone i didn’t love them when i did.
[x] i’ve kept something from a past relationship.

sexuality
[x] i’m a cuddler.
[x] i’ve been kissed in the rain.
[x] i’ve hugged a stranger.
[ ] i’ve kissed a stranger.

bad times
[x] i’ve consumed alcohol.
[x] i regularly drink.
[ ] i can’t swallow pills.
[ ] i can swallow numerous pills at a time without difficulty.
[ ] i’ve been diagnosed with clinical depression at some point.
[ ] i have/had anxiety problems.
[x] i shut others out when i’m upset.
[ ] i don’t have anyone to talk to when i’m upset.
[ ] i take anti-depressants.
[x] i’ve slept an entire day before.
[x] i’ve hurt myself on purpose before.
[ ] i am/have been addicted to self-harm.
[x] i’ve woken up crying.
[x] i’ve cried myself to sleep.
[x] i’ve plotted revenge.

i’ve done
[x] weed
[ ] anti-depressants
[x] lsd
[ ] mushrooms
[x] speed
[x] cocaine
[x] i keep my habits a secret.
[ ] i have a diet blog.
[x] my choices are for me.
[ ] my choices are for someone else